My first post after a long long time of blogging break. Well, Mid-year is over, didn't do really that well. Results dropped a lot compared to last year's result, and i failed my Amaths again just as expected.
Well, It's June Holidays now, but i don't really have the spirit for it, seems like i'm not really gonna enjoy the holidays. Holidays has never been much of a holiday to me in Secondary school times. Always holidays are jammed packed with CCA and school+councilor events, of course with the amount of holiday homework you have, you won't get to enjoy the holidays.
SLC is coming, not really anticipating for this camp. SLC is a torture camp, with no meaning at all. You won't get to learn anything except knowing the fact you'll suffer more then the expectations they expect you to have at the end of the camp. Those expectations are just for nice hearing sake. Eventually you'll feel like a dumb dumb going for camp to suffer and after that, nothing else learnt. Well still i have to go, cause there's the younger batches of councilors, it's our duty to help them and guide them, we can't leave them to suffer alone.
Recently, my mind has been troubling quite alot over someone. This feeling doesn't feel good, and ch knows it the best. I've been talking to ch quite alot during the night, he's the only one that i can pour out what's on my mind to, mostly on that stuff.
I can't forget about Yogurt, the one that made me realised a lot of stuffs. I'm really in love with Yogurt. Every night and day, it's would just pop out in my mind, even during my dreams. I want to spend my lifetime with yogurt forever, the best addiction of my life ever.
