Now I know what i wanted... Relationships is not what i wanted.. All i want is just a normal single life, enjoying carefree and relaxing life. I like my life to be single better, rather then having to worry about your partner. So, I gave up. Yeah i gave up on her, and I pledged upon myself that I'll never go into a relationship at all in my life. First time may just be a infatuation, but it'll get over soon. Now I won't like any other people, nor accept any relationship unless i have feelings for that person too. So i Guess It's my bachelor Life now :D Free heart at last :D